Thanks for writing back Happy Camper,

I have brought it up in therapy a few times, but I played it off as no big deal. I tend to do this, I can hide things from my therapist. Others in fact, I don't want to do this anymore. I feel it harms me.

Happy Camper, I don't understand the mirror and ant hill dream. Could you explain it?

I have been open more to my friend, so far I texted her yesterday and this morning as a help.

Does anyone go through these things? ie: only tell or talk about good things, and isolate and hide the negative. I do this; and I think people always think, I'm a happy go lucky person.

On the bright side this morning, I didn't look at porn and am trying to stay away from it for the day.