Thanks kaliope,

You are right. I am not a private investigator and do not want that in my life anymore. There are a lot more questionable things going on w/his child which if I had a child, I would have behaved in a more responsible manner. It is too much drama.

T says "ask for what you want", and I do...but so far his average is not too high. T says this is probably not the person for me, but at least it is getting me out. But I have to weigh this w/the anxiety I feel over lying...I have a session today, and will discuss this w/her.

Thanks for your input. I appreciate it.