Wow, you just described me, I am feeling the same, I cannot focus, read anymore, etc. it sucks too, but I am trying so hard to not totally lose it, but I grieve for the person I was, I want her back again, I do not like the person that is inside, I want myself back. I told my pdoc I just feel like a body with nothing inside, just a shell in this empty existance, I try to keep faith that in time this shall pass and perhaps I will be the real me again, but damn it is taking so long and I am frustrated, and growing more depressed, maybe it is another phase of aging, I do not know but I am sad that I too, are feeling like you describe here in your post.
For now, lets try to support each other with the fact we are not alone with this and with bonding together, all of you feeling like this, we shall overcome this. . . I hope.

(((((((((((((((( emily )))))))))))))))

Sincerely,
DE

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON