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can you say what SI lead to the hospitilisation? I have been in several times after ODs but only ever as an outpatient with cutting etc. Last time I was in hospital I SIed for the majority, if not all, the stay despite everything that was put in place to try and help incl meds, nursing support etc. Only thing I can suggest is to try all the 'reasons not to'/ 'things to do instead of SIing' suggestions in this forum. If you are aware of your triggers you may be able to work past them; the one that has worked best for me is waiting- wait another 5 minutes; wait 1/2 hour; wait 1 hour etc until the urge has gone... Best of luck

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yes...good luck...
i still HOPE that you get yourself professioanl help.
becasue if you tend to lose control....you shouldn`t let it stay that dangerous for you!

all the best
LadyMCB