I am really sorry to hear that you are having such thoughts of depression of depression to the point of not wanting to live, please if you are able go to your nearest Emergency room and get an evaluation from a Mental Health professional. Your life is precious no matter what the depression tells you. Please seek professional help as soon as possibe. If these feelings continue, I would suggest that you call 911 if available or the emergency number for your local area and talk to someone about these feelings. Please seek professional help. Your life IS worth living.

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~KRIS~

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!