In the midst of all my angst and suffering a ray of sunshine.....
I haven't seen my T in a month BUT I JUST GOT TO TALK TO HER ON THE PHONE FOR TEN MINUTES. I nearly cried, she sounded so different--but it wasn't her, i just forgot her voice!!!!!!! omg I have missed her so MUCH. I just fell in love with her when I heard her voice again (Platonically of course).

She asked me how i was settling in and what not and I asked about her vacation and we chatted about a few things concerning family members. We had a good chat, I told her I missed her and we made an appointment I have to wait 9 more days till I see her but now the count down is ON!