I've thought about it....I really should. It was so long ago and the lie actually contributed so much to the difficulties we have both had throughout this therapy stuff. I mean, I feel bad. He could've helped me - he had some techniques he wanted us to try but I refused to admit it was a problem ): so now it's like how to go back and say, " soooo yeah. That thing we talked about that I said wasn't a big deal? Well you were right and it's impacted everything and now can you help me?" Idk....I think he'd be so frustrated with me for letting this all go on for so long. Maybe I'm just too prideful and stubborn. But I might tell him tomorrow.