So.. it's been half a year now since the break up, but I am not sure I am moving forward, I am visiting my therapist once a week, I started doing yoga and fitness last week.. Something scares me, no matter what I do, I see my ex in my head, our first date, our kisses, sometimes I even imagine what would it be like if we met again. He was the one who broke up with me and he clearly doesn't love me, so I get it, accept it. I don't want him in my head 24/7, all I think about is him, every day is a self work on "how to move on", I even read books about it, why, why so hard to let go? I understand that I love him, but when will my body/heart/head give up? I think of him, what is he doing, how, where.. almost every minute of my life I am thinking about this person ho doesn't waste even a second a week thinking about me.