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I told a BIG one the last time I saw him. I said that I would be okay to go home and not be hospitalized, that I had no plan to harm myself, and that I would contact him or the crisis line if I did start to make a plan. I had a plan when I told him those things. I went home and took a massive OD and ended up in a coma. Of course he now knows that I lied. I will see him Monday for the first time since.
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"Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!" --John Irving
"What saves a man is to take a step. Then another step." --C.S. Lewis
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