(((Granite))) so sorry you have been so badly let down by your T.

I might be inclined to wait until I had another T in place before terminating.

You could certainly leave it a couple of days. If you think you'll find it too hard to talk, send her an email, maybe Friday?

Wishing you good luck in your search for a more helpful T.

I have T tomorrow... I've been having panic attacks this week and I want to tell her and see if she can help me cope. But I am not feeling the connection because last week she could barely stay awake through my appointment. Her eyes kept closing and she would begin to nod off... Then I would say something a bit louder than usual and she would jerk awake and make some rather general question/comment. Urggh. It makes me feel like I don't matter, and I feel like that anyway. I wish I could bring it up but I'm too embarrassed. It's not the first time btw. I fantasise about letting her go to sleep and creeping out of the room. Or just sitting starring at her till she wakes up. I know I am being a bit mean, but I pay her enough, surely I can expect her to stay awake!

Sorry about the rant; I think I needed to get that out before my appointment.