Something really scary has been happening to me lately.I thought I was doing a little better,but,im not so sure anymore.I was starting to talk to me F-family a little more and everything,but,the day before yesteday,I started having flashbacks of my father abusing me,and its really scaring me.I had 2 today and i had 1 yesterday.I know it doesnt seem like alot,but,it does to me.and,even though my father isnt allowed to come near me,I still lay awake at night,afraid he is going to find a way to come and get me.I know it probably seems like something a little kid worries about when they go to bed and are afraid of monsters but,it really scaring me.It just seems like every time something starts going right,it goes wrong again.And for some reason,during the day,one minute ill feel kinda happy and a few minutes later ill feel depressed.My dad is making me feel miserable,without even having to be near me,so,I guess he got his wish to make me feel this way.