AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

I'm freaking out. However, I'm so grateful to hear from each of you. I've said thank you so many times that it's likely annoying, but you have to understand that I'm a single Mom and really cannot tell anyone about any of this because I think judgement and misunderstanding would just make it all more difficult. Also I promised my kiddo I wouldn't tell anyone. You guys are the only ones who know.

First, Punkybrewter6k, thank you so much. I'm so sorry you and your baby are going through this, but I am also so thankful to hear from you and know we are not alone.

Second, the pole on birth month should really happen....to whomever can make that real.

Last, nbritton, thank you for all of your input and research. It will take me awhile to process it all, but you made various points for us...1. maybe non-psyc work ups are what he needs 2. The medications are a damn disaster. I want to take him off everything to just refresh. It's not that simple though. He'd very likely get kicked out of school which, I believe, would lead him further down the rabbit hole. 3. This kiddo has a ton of factors that lead to the possibility of some type of schizoX diagnosis...birth month, prenatal infection, maternal stress, maternal depression, gestational diabetes, delivery stress, xray exposure, and even just being male. ugh to all of it. 4. We need a childhood psych expert...I hope we can find one!!!

Big hugs to everyone!

P&G