hi

so sorry to hear you're feeling so down. just remember tho...

god causes rain to fall on the flower, not because he wants it to be wet and miserable, but because he wants it to grow...

you will get through this sweetie, good luck with your new doc, at least give him/her a chance, it may be the best thing you ever did! If not, you tried. Keep trying until you're happy with the one ethat's right for YOU.

take care..