Hey Light, you are going to have a man who deserves your beautiful love someday, think and imagine how wonderful it will be to be with a strong hearted, sincere, and loving man who will hold you and appreciate you, and see what a wonderful full heart you have, so full of love...don't you want to make yourself available for THAT not stuck in the pain of exboyfriend?
I know you do, I know I do, but, wow, once I identified that little love inside myself, it took my breath away, how sweet, how good to know that you are going to be loved, and that you can love without pain, without rejection, without hurt as much as you need, because you have it in you...it IS you...
maybe this sounds weired to you right now, because you are focused on that guy not giving you what you needed...and thinking it had something to do with you, well, it doesn't...
this is my sermon today " He did exactly what he wanted to do...in EXACTLY the way he wanted to do it." OUCH!
What about you lightinthesky, are you gonna let him keep doing that to you? thats NOT what you wanted and needed then, and its not what you want and need now.
C'mon girl, get what YOU want and need, but first know what it is...and be strong!