There is no boundary that you are over stepping. Thank you for explaining it more to me. I don't actually go out right now except to my dads grave and to horse ride. This is cause people report me to the police for acting suspicious and now I am very careful when going out and about. If I buy anything in a shop, I plan to hand in notes asking if theres change or asking for what I need cause I've been escorted and stalked around by security staff out of a shop before. So I plan to totally avoid talking with them. Would the support worker make me actually talk or interact with shop staff?

And what do I expect when out and about, do they teach me things at random or is there a secret plan behind just seeming to 'be there'? What other things will they learn me? I feel like if I don't know what kind of things I should be looking out for that their doing with me, that I won't be able to learn cause knowing me I'm so socially blind that I wouldn't know its what they were trying to do. And I don't even know where to start in a new relationship. With A. It's easy. He does the starting to talk and I chip in when needed, once I get started he mostly can't shut me up! Although I suspect sometimes, I won't be so talkative and he'll feel like it's like getting blood out of a stone (Never understood this saying). I usually sit in silence doing jigsaws with them, only speaking to tell them that I think their piece goes over there. I don't do any kind of other talking, unless they ask me things and even then I only answer. Maybe that's why they kinda zone out and go on their phones or get in my face. Or maybe this new support worker will be all like Oh geeze, it's like I wrote another essay. I even made that joke with A. Sorry for it being long, never intended it to be this huge!