I did some crafting today harassed a great friend texting .love it because we can swear lol. but inside I am hugely dark .I cant stand it .I am trying to be busy .I have to go to new York with my husband and I so don't want to go at all. I have not been able to be around him because he is always wanting me to be happy and right now I would want to scratch his eyes out if he starts his get over it crap and I wish you could be happy stuff. im feeling just so dark