I understand being tired of fighting. So am I. I've been fighting for almost 20 years now. That's 2/3s of my life. I will continue fighting until it's been 4/5s of my life. And then 9/10ts of my life.

I can want to give up all I want, but I'm not going to because what good is that going to do? All it would do is throw away all the work I've already done and while things might be s***, at least I can say that it's not s*** that's due to things that I've done.

It's a decision and it's a decision that you can't decide to go back on. Like any other responsible decision that gets made in life. Many responsible decisions people don't WANT, but they do it anyway. Deciding to live and keep trying is one of those decisions.

And unfortunately, no, it probably won't stop. Not all the way at least. But it can be minimized and handled better.