its so not healthy. I know that. I know should know better than to put up with such bs.
I dont know why i have hung on for so long
Things are really bad right now.
Part of me feels bad because i know that he and we can be better.

I keep trying to convince him to get help. He wont.

He just finished having a screaming fit 10 min ago.

He keeps taking the puppy out without a leash thinking that she should listen to him.
shes 3 months old.

he had a hard time getting her in, again, And he slaps her behind and she comes running in. My kid was sitting right next to me. I told him that you cant expect a 3 month old dog to walk and listen! Especially when all you do is scream!

He lost it. Snatched her away. Came back to yell some more about how its his dog and he can do whatever.

he snatched her food and her up and left .
phone is going off non stop. Im just doing everything I can to not get upset, yell cry anything.

Im shaking. ughh.

I know this is his bs. Its not my fault. His behaviour is unacceptable. repeat. over and over.

He is agitated moody restless. He manic. I have seen him go through this before. He gets so out of control.
God knows I have tried.

I feel like leaving him is giving up on him....