i have found that i may not cut myself anymore but then i started drinking/druging then i stopped that. some times i hurt myself with telling myself how horrible i am till i become depressed and moody angry and sad then i get a handle on that. at my best i now binge eat till i am hurting and puck it up and feel better and if that doesn't do it i run/work out till i cant handle the work load and push my self more.still all these thing are accompanied with feelings of worthlessness. i believe there is a way to live and be rid of the need to hurt, we are searching and we will fined it we cant give up.