wow this kind of stings but wow good for you and your t. I guess mine took me as far as she could the minute I told her my huge dark disgusting secrete

Granite...what you told her was not disgusting. She is just not exactly helping you. She doesn't hate you. She doesn't think you're gross. She thinks the way she is handling things will work. Her bad. Because they don't work and haven't worked. Not saying she's evil or horrid, just that she doesn't have what you need. Maybe it works well for zillions of other clients, that doesn't mean it will work for you. Not your fault. You are not bad.