Most days, my thoughts are normal, and I don't have a single ED thought (despite being severely bulimic for >30 yrs). Unfortunately, even without being conscious of having the thoughts, there are still some moments where I would am in the middle of a mini-binge before I know it has happened...always under extreme pressure or anxiety. Once it sneaks up on my like that, I struggle with the ED thoughts and have to willfully battle the back into submission. But so far, I've remained victorious for 25 months.