Here we go again. Need to sleep have to get up early. So I don't want to battle these thoughts. Day 2. So utterly driven all of a sudden to investigate a spiritual path. will I find clarity if I do this? It has only been driven to this extreme in the past hour. Yes I investigated it a bit before, but this is above and beyond curiosity. This is out right obsessivness. Mind is running to fast. I'm waiting for someone to push a brick wall out in front of me so that I'll come crashing back to normalcy but alas I don't want the crash. I don't want backhole depression but plesant betweeness. Can I put in my reservation here to reserve stability for the weekend so I don't get in trouble, but how much fun could that be...

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