Have you ever felt like a completely different person in your session? So tonite I met with my T and I was able to be so carefree! I felt like a playful version of myself. My T even commented that he was experiencing me as being more "light and fun" in my demeanor....I don't understand this as I barely struggled to get my feelings out at all where normally I grapple for words and they escape me. Everything I wrote down to give my T I was able to say to him instead. I even told him about my lie regarding a previous session where I was not forthcoming with him.

Then I suggested we terminate because I'm feeling fine I don't know if I'm just running away from hard things or if I'm genuinely getting better.

Anyone experience this type of thing with T? Any insights would be much appreciated.