There are certain things that I just can't seem to talk about. No matter how hard I try. I physically can't say them. When I try to tell people I literally can't get the words out. I try and just get stuck. I go to a counselor even though I know these things are the most pressing things on my mind. The stuff that is bothering me the most, depressing me the most and frustrating me I just avoid it. I am really confused by some of it and I just can't seem to trust anyone. I have these major trust issues. Does anyone know what I can do? I've even tried writing prompts and I just go on all these writing tangents and am just basically beating around the bush never getting to the real point.