I feel separating from the rest of the world. No matter what there are certain things I can't seem to talk about and accept in my self. I have a lot of trouble trusting people. I feel like there is really only one person who really understands me. But even then well I just don't understand myself in a lot of ways. I can't get close to people. The person I am inside seems totally different than how I act. The world doesn't feel real and I feel numb. I see how other people interact with others. Interacting with people just confuses me. I just don't understand any of the customs and "rules" in the society I live in. It feels like watching a tv often. It just never comes naturally to me. But this makes me feel lonely. I feel disconnected.