Hello
I've recently been feeling very depressed for some reason. I had a fantasy. Strangely it calmed me. I'm probably not allowed to talk about it but in the end I died. And for some reason it sounds like a good ending. I've tried everything I could. It didn't work. I want to give up and die. I can't even go to war to die. That's how much of a failure I am. Anyway, I tried therapy and medication and they're not working. I have no motivation to do anything except kill myself.