So far I have had about 4 times where I have dissociated. I can remember bits and pieces of what happened but some major parts are missing.

The first time it happened I was in a counseling session and I remember I wasn't feeling like myself and I just felt super mad, which is nothing like me. I ended up blowing up in my counselors face but I don't remember why or what set me off.

Is this sort of experience normal for early dissociation?