I grew up taking many many medications for adhd. ...when a drug is used everyday while the brain is developing and that drug is adding dopamine to the system, of course it's going to screw up the chemicals in the brain once you are an adult and stop taking it. ...The nervous, compulsive habit I have. It's kinda like a tick. It was caused by the medication focalin. It is listed as a side effect...

The world doesn't feel real and I feel numb. I see how other people interact with others. Interacting with people just confuses me. I just don't understand any of the customs and "rules" in the society I live in.