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Old Jan 17, 2014, 07:58 AM
misskrome misskrome is offline
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I did meth a few times in 2006 (smoked only) and got off of it with surprising ease later that same year. Never touched it again but my GOD I can't quit nicotine. I've tried everything: Patches, gum, e-cigs, cold turkey and tapering off by reducing amount (only smoking as little as I can and only when I couldn't take the craving anymore). The only method that actually worked was cold-turkey. I went through dozens of packs of chewing gum, stayed home, drank water non-stop and kept my hands busy with my 360 for a week and somehow managed to do it! Then, a smoker moved in with me. No, she didn't put a gun to my head. She even smoked outside and tried not to have her cigs around me but, well, one thing led to another. "Lemme have just one". My fault. They just smelled so good in the carport mixed with the fresh air and, well, I was hooked again. Right now, I'm smoking Swisher BLK cherry cigarillos. They smell much better than cigarettes but are still cigar-stinky. I want to cold turkey again but, with my emotional and hormone issues, Imma keel someone if I don't have my fix. Not really enthusiastic about putting myself through the withdrawal and homicidal thoughts. I am not supposed to take Chantix or anything like that because of my bipolar and severe mood swings. I'm SO tired of the smell, coughing up brown goo and feeling all-around stinky. The worst part is waking up with that tightness in my chest. It feels miserable. I remember, when I quit last time, how wonderful I felt after three months. I want that, again. Does anyone have anymore creative tips that I can try? I'm actually allergic to PG vapes and am really tired of fooling with the tank. The little cartridge e-cigs are only 16-18mg and I need 24mg or I will just puff and puff all day. Plus, they are so expensive. I honestly don't want to fool with e-cigs, either. I just want to be done with the nicotine chemical for good.