Candybear,
I know of some books about surviving rape and sexual abuse. I am sorry but I do not know what kind of abuse you have survived?

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>