CE I am so sorry for your loss. Let yourself grieve, you are losing a vital part of your family. Please let us know if we can help.

(((granite)))
You have a right to be angry. Anger isn't bad in itself, as long as it's not misplaced. Like, if you hurt yourself because your t messed up...that's not good.
We care about you, but so does your H. A weekend in NY just may distract you.

It is spring-like here this morning. Just last week I was freezing, today the sun is shining and birds are chirping and squirrels are hopping. Wild. Sadie hasn't done her morning "business" yet because every time I take her out all she wants to do is track squirrels. We've been out several times. Lex thinks she's nuts. So do I.