thankyou both, i am going to docs soon, i think i'm beyond help today. i think both of you are right, and i feel sorry that i doubted my friend. i just hope she sees how i'm feeling right now and hasn't taken offence at my words. you are both very special to me for replying and caring inough to reply. i hope i haven'taroused something deep in my friend. maybe i was wrong confiding in her. i still love my friend and hope she feels the same

jinnyann