Hello Syra-

I am sorry it took so long to respond to your post. I was in a bad place for a few weeks. I am also sorry that you experienced a similar situation. What you wrote about feeling like you were losing your mind is one of the worst aspects of this sort of scenario. When I tried to talk about his changes in personality he would alternate between admitting that I was correct, that it was because he was struggling with his feelings for me and telling me that it was my imagination that he was acting differently. I struggled with self doubt before this experience so I really battled with feeling that it was all just a product of me losing my sanity. I am glad to hear that you feel good about not returning. You are right to feel good about that! Thank you for your words of support and I wish you all the best.