I have been seeing my T for around 8 months. We have discussed my eating issues & use of laxatives but there have been lots of other things going on in my life so it hasn't been at the forefront of our sessions. However, things have got really stressful for me recently and I am using this behaviour more as well as restricting more. So before Christmas she said that in the new year she would need to tell my gp as she believes my life is in danger and it is her ethical duty to tell. I really dont want anything in writing in my notes so I said I would tell my gp. I have made an appt but I am terrified. I don't want the staff to know as I know people at the practice and I am afraid what will happen next. Why can't I just keep,it between my T and me? I am ok. I have been doing this for around 20 years and I am still here and functioning ok. I just don't know how I am going to tell my dr. I don't want to stop either or rather I am afraid to stop. I know I need to as it is dangerous but I am addicted I think. I am just so scared.