So I finally start my part time job today. I figured that because I was so happy about it I would bypass anxiety/depressive thoughts. Of course I was wrong and should have realized there is no escape. I did not sleep very well last night (or have been for the past two weeks. I am averaging about 4 hours a night). I am sooo nervous that I am feeling sick. Normally I can shake these feelings but i am having a hard time.
I think that part of my problem might be that I have a very packed weekend ahead of me again. I have another concert to go to this Saturday and I am going fishing with my boyfriend and his dad on Sunday. Normally I would not mind but it seems like lately all we do is do something....That probably does not make any sense.
So anxious....

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>