not doing so well. lowest i've been for a very long time.

plus, to top it all off, at the start of 2014 their was a death in the family (not fun!)

but yeah. right now finding it really hard to get by in every way possible- oh yeah, and while i'm posting o this thread, i was so on the edge about stuff and thinking about the end that i actually deleted all my music from my computer (or most of it!) and tonight i've decided that i want to ask around to try and get what i can, back.