Hey useless, just wanted to say that you have helped me I read your most recent post about not being welcome and I read the Doc's response. I can understand why they do what they do and I know all about feeling rejection I have had trouble lately with getting on the suicideprevention chat. All computer glitch but it was one more way of the universe saying I didn't deserve help. I hope you can find your way through this. Please try to struggle through, you truly are not "Useless".