I brought this up with my T the week before last as it was the first session of the new year. Yesterday she surprised me by saying she will see me for a year and in December we will review if I still need to see her. She assured me that she would never see a client if she didn't feel they needed her time each week which reassured me hugely. As I keep thinking I am making it all up and things are not as bad as they feel. But she was amazing and said she thought I was under 'tremendous stress' at the moment and even after a year it doesn't have to end. I'm still not sure what will happen in December but it has made me relax a bit as I kept thinking maybe next week will be the last. I feel too attached to her ATM so I need to work through this as much as the reasons for which i originally started seeing her. It really is a weird process!

Thank,you for starting is thread. Xx