Thank you once again amandalouise I think I will bring up the subject of dissociations with my T because I think I have more dissociative symptoms than psychosis. I often feel numb and very, very disconnected like I zone into my own world although that world is just empty, a blank space but very deep. And there are often times that I suddenly wake up feeling very hungover but without the headache and the day before or hours before or sometimes days before is very blurry and hard to remember, not completely forgotten but vague. It really really is like I had been drinking copious amounts of alcohol though I didn't. And after those episodes I feel very mentally exhausted. Other times it's like watching a movie being fast forwarded and everything is speeded up and it's a horrible feeling I've experienced since I was a child after being very feverish one time. That doesn't happen a lot however and it's been months since it happened. And it usually only lasts for minutes to an hour maybe. Thanks again!