Shouldn't be too hard to steer the conversation to. Don't worry so much about it. Just relax. I'm sure she has questions too.

Just be sure you're comfortable and this is what you want, is all I advise. I stumbled across this in reviewing my old messages:

http://forums.psychcentral.com/sexua...something.html

lol Promise, it was indeed a random stumble...Taptatalk doesn't order my topics I've responded to chronologically like PC does.

But I bring that up to say if that's still a relevant concern, do be careful this is what you want. You trust her, I don't doubt that for a moment, and I'm sure you love her to the level that one does invariably love a best friend. But upon reviewing that and knowing your views on the first time...don't end up regretting your decision, is all I advise. Not saying that's a downright no, but only to be mindful of your decision one way or the other.