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Old Jan 17, 2014, 09:21 PM
The_little_didgee The_little_didgee is offline
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Originally Posted by WeepingWillow23 View Post
It's not just about getting it removed from your records or having a new doc not know, it's as Didgee said about getting it removed from your soul. Removing it from a piece of paper won't change the hurt one feels from feeling fundamentally flawed and broken. I honestly have no idea how to go about undoing that.

*Willow*
I see my psychiatrist in one of the local ACTT offices. When she did my assessment she did it without accessing my previous records. She actually respected my refusal to sign for my records, which was a big surprise since most of the clients she works with have severe and persist mental illness. Despite my history of psychosis and her claim that I don't have a PD, it doesn't matter, because it is deeply ingrained in my soul. No matter how many times she tells me I don't have a PD, it doesn't change my feelings at all or make me feel any better about my past.
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