I have learned from personal experience that the most basic questions can be answered by Google search. Check this out for example:
https://www.google.com/search?q=how+do+i+obtain+a+job+application%3F&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&aq=t&rls=org.mozilla:en-US
fficial&client=firefox-a
Consider developing the habit of asking Google before you ask anyone else.
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the only way I got to experience mastering my environment was in music
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Yes! You do have experience mastering your environment. You did it in music, despite being in a negative family environment. You can apply those skills.
What did your mother say about how successful you would be in becoming a good musician and/or getting into a good music school?