I've been struggling with emotional eating for like 5 years now..just in the past year and a half my life's gotten a lot more stressful, and now it's more like bulimia.

It feels totally impossible to stop, and I've just given up. I've never smoked cigarettes, done drugs and I don't ever drink, but I'm sure that quitting an eating disorder is 100 times harder than quitting anything else!! At least for an alcoholic or chain smoker they can just avoid the stuff, but you can't avoid food forever unless you want to kill yourself.

Sometimes I wish I could just start doing drugs because it's probably healthier than eating 10 lbs of food at a time and throwing it up twice a day. and more effective. My life is pointless.

anyway that's the end of this depressing thread