Chyeah.
Well. Yeah. I dont know.

My parents are always telling me that "i must be doing drugs" because I have these major mood swings. This sucks, you know.

Its mostly the untreated ADHD that I am struggling with now. Its like I am trying to do my work, but my mind just wonders away and I start drawing.
Than I get yelled at for not keeping my grades up and I should learn to discipline myself.
And then I freak out and do stupid things. Ahh.
This can be solved with Adderall that I can buy off kids at school, but I dont like doing illegal things. A CII at that. But I dont even have a chance to talk to someone about it, therefore I cant get a script for anything even if I do have ADHD.

I cant even sleep at night without huge doses of benadryll.

Ugh. I need a shrink.