manicN said: </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
I think all too much and I am scared to post because I am thinking about what you will think about my post.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> that is exactly how I am!!

and also, I'm so fearful of being ignored/invisible--

Was very invisible and didn't know how to get people to "see" me, I tried when I was a child but I think I didn't go about it right or something because others didn't help me.... or support me..... so I fear I am caught in a re-run and this very thing is my fate that will happen over and over.

mandy