Yeah so I found out I have no official PTSD diagnoses. Some doctor somewhere decided the fact I have GAD overrules the PTSD. I call BS...if anything already having problems with anxiety would make one more prone to PTSD. Anyways I just find it frusterating...and it doesn't help with my tendency to hide or run away from the symptoms being told I don't even have a diagnoses.

Well if I don't have PTSD why did I lose my ability to read multiple books at once, and my ability to focus on and obsess over intresting topics...after that f****d event and the things leading up to it. And why do my hands shake when I hear of stuff that reminds me of it? I am just rather angry about it, that's all. I mean I am open to the idea I don't have PTSD, but if not PTSD then what?