Echoes...............I'm so sorry about this, on a positive note it took the decision making part on an easier path. I think you deserve someone you can rely on, someone who is reasonably available and you NEED this to help you establish a comfortable and trusted relationship. They exist for you, they do....

You will find them, I know you will. It's a very frustrating predicament for you to find someone new and start again, but you can do this! You deserve this. I wished you were here to visit my t, too long of a trek for you! Have faith and push forward echoes....