aww sweetheart i am very sorry for your loss. I could never imagine the the pain you are going through but i wish you the best of luck and a speedy recovery. Maybe some therapy to handle such an emotional loss? Family counciling? Never forget that God gave you your other daughter...and perhaps there is many great possiblities for you both in the future. I wish you all the luck in the world for future time. And i apologize at what you have to deal with now. All my love, Inny