I am having a hard morning...I am afraid I will stuck abroad forever. I am missing so much in the States. My cousin is getting married in June. I can't take my son out of school to go (the country I live in refuses to let me!), so either I go alone with my daughter and leave my son behind with my husband or I wait until July to fly with both of them. My cousin asked me today if my daughter can be in the wedding...I am so sad. I would love her to be, but I won't leave my son alone here with my husband. The last time I left him alone wit him, my husband left our son with others the entire time and seemed to ignore him. And my husband is refusing to come this summer, and I don"t want my son to fly alone...it is a very long flight to do alone at his age. Sad that my husband is refusing to support me at all. And refusing to do things that he promised to do. We had an agreement --he promised that he would allow me to return to the States with the kids to live--and now he is going back on his promise. I know he is allowed to chnage his mind, but I would have NEVER EVER come to this country with my kids if I had known he wouldn't allow them to return with me. So sad--so scared to learn what my options are.