Yeah we really had a good vibe, and for the first time in ages I felt like I got my old T back. I'm feeling so much better than I have in days!
Although I hate feeling vulnerable, I think it's a goog that she actually saw me struggling this much. One of my problems is that I appear very high functionning for someone with BPD, and even for my T it's sometimes easy to forget how much I'm struggling with simple things because I've mastered the art of hiding it.